Wednesday, July 29, 2015

ITO AY PARA SA'YO PART II


Siguro natutuwa ka ngayon
Kasi may tula na naman ako para sa'yo
Nak ng! Huwag kang matuwa
Ramdamin mo ang bawat salita
Bawat sakit ng letra
Huwag kang ngumiti
Huwag mong ipagmalaki

Huwag mong ipagmalaki na baliw na baliw ako sa'yo
Huwag mong ipagmalaki na ikaw na naman ang laman nito
Na tungkol na naman sa'yo ito
Pero sige, para matuwa ka
Sige, para sa'yo ito
Sisimulan ko na, ha?

Akalain mong ikaw na naman?
Pang-ilan na ba 'to?
Taragis, 'di ko na mabilang
E paano ba naman kasi
Hindi ko na rin mabilang yung sakit
Sakit na dinulot mo

Akalain mong umiyak ako?
Umiyak ako buong gabi
O, huwag mong sasabihing ikaw din
Huwag kang gaya-gaya, kapal mo
Ako, ako ang iniwan
Ang selfish pero oo, ako
Ako, ako, ako

Akalain mong hindi pa rin kita makalimutan?
Ilang linggo na ah?
Ikaw pa rin?
Pag minamalas nga naman oh!

Sinaktan mo ako
Iniwan
Sinukuan

Ginusto kitang intindihin
Ginusto kitang makilala
Pero wala e
Umalis ka kaagad

Pero ayos lang
Sakto lang
Sanay na

Salamat

PAGTALIKOD


Kapag nakasakit ka ng tao
Huwag mong sabihin na wala kang kwenta
Wala kang kwenta kaya nakakasakit ka
Huwag, huwag ganun
Lugi naman

Kapag nakasakit ka
Humingi ka ng tawad
Patawad kasi nasaktan mo
Patawad kasi dinamay mo
Dinamay mo sa pagiging walang kwenta mo

Ayan tuloy
Pakiramdam niya
Wala na rin siyang kwenta
Pakiramdam niya
Patapon na siya

E paano, tinapon mo
Pinakawalan mo
Pinatangay mo

Pero baka mabuti na rin yun
Mas masarap ang makawala
Ang mawalay
Mawalay sa taong hindi ka pinapahalagahan
Sa taong gusto ka kasi pinapasaya mo siya
Sa taong mahal ka kasi ikaw na lang ang nagmamahal sa kanya


Ganoon talaga siguro kapag nakakasakit ka
Humihingi ka talaga ng tawad
Pero kasabay ng paghingi nito
Ay ang pagtalikod mo
Sa mga pangako na iyong binuo

Saturday, July 25, 2015

ITO AY PARA SA'YO PART I


Ginawan kita ng tula
Hindi para magpa-cute
Hindi para ipakita sa'yo na magaling ako
Kundi para iparamdam sa'yo
Na tapos na
Na wala na
Na nasaktan mo na

Ilang beses mo nang sinabi ang katagang "I miss you"
Ilang beses mo na akong nasabihan ng "I love you"
Ilang beses mo nang binitawan ang mga salitang "Akin ka lang"
Naniwala ako sa lahat ng iyon
Naniwala ako na pwede
Naniwala ako sa baka
Naniwala ako sa sana

"Huwag na muna" sabi mo
"Ititigil niya na?" sabi ko sa sarili ko
Masakit
Kumirot
Nakakaiyak
Pakiramdam ko tumigil yung mundo ko
Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko
Naluha ang mga mata ko
Kaya "sige" lang ang nasabi ko

Salamat sa mumunting sakit
Salamat sa malamig na yakap
Salamat sa mga hilaw na pangako

Ginawan kita ng tula
Hindi para magpa-cute
Hindi para ipakita sa'yo na magaling ako
Kundi para iparamdam sa'yo
Na tapos na
Na wala na
Na nasaktan mo na

Friday, July 24, 2015

IKAW

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Siya.
Siya ba?
Alam ba niya?

Alam ba niya na ayaw mo ng pinya sa pizza?
Alam ba niya na hindi ka naniniwala sa third eye?
Alam ba niya na hindi ka natatawa sa knock knock jokes?
Siya, alam ba niya?

Alam ba niya na mahilig ka sa Yakult?
Alam ba niya na Santolan ang favorite station mo?
Alam ba niya na GMRC ang favorite subject mo?
Siya, alam ba niya?

Alam ba niya na nasaktan ako nang lumisan ka?
Alam ba niya na para sumaya siya, kinailangan mo akong limutin?
Alam ba niya na ang dahilan ng pagluha ko ngayon ay ikaw?
Ikaw, alam mo ba?

Alam ba niya na habang hawak niya ang mga kamay mo
Ay hawak ko naman ang puso kong durog
Na dahan-dahan kong binubuo
Ikaw, alam mo ba?

Alam ba niya na sa bawat yakap mo
Ay siya namang patuloy na panlalamig ng puso ko?
Ikaw, alam mo ba?

Ikaw, ikaw pa ba?
Oo, ikaw pa.
Alam mo ba?

KUNG KAKAUSAPIN KITA ULIT


Hi, sana.
Oo, ikaw sana.
Sana kasi naghintay ka
Sana nagtiis ka
Sana hindi ka bumitaw agad
Sana tumagal ka
Sana natuloy yung sanang tayo

Sana pinakita mo
Sana pinaramdam mo
Sana naramdaman ko
Sana nakita ko
Sana natuloy yung sanang tayo

Sana nandito ka
Sana hanggang ngayon, may sanang tayo
Sana nagtiis ako
Sana nagtagal ako
Sana pinaramdam ko
Sana pinakita ko
Sana natuloy yung sanang tayo

Pero baka hindi talaga tayo
Baka wala talagang tayo
Baka masayang lang ang oras natin kakahintay
Baka masayang lang ang oras natin kakaparamdam
Baka masayang lang ang oras natin kakatiis
Baka hindi talaga matutuloy yung sanang tayo

Sana hindi tayo hanggang sana lang
Pero baka nga
Baka nga tayo





Sana.



THE ALMOST


Today, I met you
I was amazed on how easy was it
We walked, we don't know where we're going
But we walked anyway
We talked, we don't know what to say next
But we talked anyway
Today, I met you.

Today, I met you
We held hands, not knowing why
But we held hands anyway
We walked, we know where we're going
But we're unsure if it's the right path
Today, I met you.

Today, I met you
Talked about the future
Talked about the interests we both have
Talked about the silly things
And today, I knew you.

Today, I knew you
You liked that peanut butter so much
You wake up early in the morning
At least earlier than I do
You go home late
Because you just hate everyone in there
And today, I knew you.

Today, I knew you
You don't like it when I don't change clothes for three days
You don't like it when somebody blames you for something you did not do
You don't like it when people don't respect you for you
And today, I knew you.

Today, I lost you
Just how easy I had you
I knew you
But I did not know this would happen
I thought I can be the game-changer
I thought you would not leave
I thought I will not lose you
But today, I lost you.

Today, I lost you
And today, I cry for the memories
For the what could have been's
For the what-if's
For the if-ever's
For the almost
The almost us
The almost you
The almost me
Because today, I lost you

Funny how I lost you
When I almost had you at the beginning
But then again today, I lost you.

Monday, July 6, 2015

#SEPANX


OJT life welcomed me with a big hurrah in the face! :) It was overwhelming! But thank God for these beautiful people, internship was less harder :)



My co-interns!! Hooray! I love you guys! You know I could not have done this whole internship thing without you two! Squad goals at its finest! Hahaha! I am so proud of what we have done! Little misunderstandings here and there, but we still managed to get through it! Hooray! :) I love you both!! <3 Thank you for making this internship less harder than it is! The internship was less hard because I got to see your faces everyday! Plus, we had the best bonding moments inside the office! I will forever treasure the little talks (sometimes none at all haha), the lunch talks and the "I'm-so-tired-I-might-puke" conversations. Hahaha! Thank you for everything!! I am so proud of the three of us because we successfully accomplished everything that we needed to! Hooray! :) I will cherish the simple moments we spent during the internship! :)


Sir NiƱo! The first person I met in the office! Thanks for giving me  a "chill' interview before entering into the OJT life! Hahaha! I thought I would not pass, but then I did! Yey! Haha! I might not get to talk to you that much during my stay, but I want to thank you for always looking after me and my co-interns! I will never forget your never-ending laughter (na umaabot sa loob ng office kahit nasa labas ka na haha) Thank you sir! :)


Miss Me-an! Thank you for teaching me how liquidation works and for giving me my reimbursements! Haha! You always do your work seriously and seriously haha! Thank you for being such a kindhearted woman you are, miss Me-an! :) See you soon!! :)


Miss Debbie! :) Yehey! Thank you miss Debbie for appreciating my works. Though I must admit that even though some of the tasks were easy, I still could not perfect it. But thank you anyway for appreciating everything! :)



Hi there, Miss Jam! :) Thank you for every help you gave though I did not get the chance to work with you that much, I am still thankful that I have known you. I am always starstruck whenever you would start to talk about things that really matter like social justice, youth awareness, and the likes, see you soon, miss! :)


Miss Janice! You have been my mother all throughout my internship and with that, I am grateful, hehe!  Thank you for your yummy lutong ulam always! I will never forget the songs you play while working!  :)


Miss Jo! The very beautiful and calm HR of the office. Haha! Thank you so much for the guidance! You are always a "Miss Jo, paano po ito?" away. :) Also, thank you for listening to every rant we had during the internship and for celebrating our victory with us! I will miss you miss! :)


Miss Tiff! Well, well. Haha! Thank you for every single thing you have taught me. You are really one tough of a woman! :) I will never forget that Makati adventure we had! :) Thank you for giving me the opportunity to experience how it feels like to work in the real world. Thank you for inspiring me through your stories and for sharing with me your favorite series as well! (The West Wing which speaking of I should start downloading by now haha) =)) Thank you, thank you!! :) I hope to see you soon miss! :)


Miss Ace! The one person I did not get the chance to take a selfie with :( Haha! Thank you! Thank you for always being so supportive and caring. I will forever treasure your jokes and "pang-aasar" =)) TBI. TBI. Haha! I will always remember your trim tabs story and I promise to share it to someone someday hehe!  :) Thank you for giving me the opportunity to grow as an individual and for letting me realize my own mistakes. Thank you for being so honest and a down-to-earth boss :) See you soon, miss Ace! :)


Sir Likha, Miss Cecile, Sir Michael, Sir Chard, Sir Dion, Sir Darren, Sir JC and the rest of the people in the office, thank you so much!! :) I am so proud that for once in my life, I was a part of this family. Hooray for these beautiful people!! :)





Also, thank you to our ever supporting professors/OJT coordinators at school! Sir David and Ms. Lao make a pretty good team! Thank you for visiting us Sir and Miss! :)


And of course, the experience and everything nice is all because of God! Thank you Lord for this wonderful internship I had!! :)






















Thank you, thank you! :)